TracyL72
Christmas Day
Dec 25, 2008
Well its Christmas and of course I am very depressed. Just like the last few christmases and just winter its self depresses me. Today just feels really bad all I want to do is crawl in bed and go to sleep. Waiting to see my surgeon is depressing too since I have no clue when thats gonna happen, I wish I had the money or even a better car to be able to go to a different surgeon, but I'm sure there's a long waiting list for them also. I guess I should be glad because others have waited a life time to get this done. Any way just needed to get this off my chest since no one really understands this and my son really doesn't understand why mommys so sad. So I am trying for him to stay in a some what a good mood just getting really hard to keep the tears from falling.
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