Turtlerunner
I am a 48 year old female, I have one amazing 25 year old daughter and I have never been married. Is that a bad thing? Some will say "no". But my story isn't about being single - it's about being single and never truely experiencing deep, passionate, I can't live without you-love. Why? Well for as long as my heart can remember I have always had a problem with accepting that the shape of my body was mine. Somehow I began to believe that the person inside the body was someone different from what is outside. So when I would look in the mirror I would see the eyes of the right person but not the rest of me. Without this acceptance, I could not become who I truely am. Funny thing is, I am a really good hearted person with so much to give and share but with a very deep difficult problem. So here I am wanting to become a better me but now I have issues with my health. It's not about the body but needing to get my colesterol down, boarderline diabetic and high blood pressure and make them go away. My precious cousin "keepugessin" guided me into the direction of gastric bypass surgery. For all those years I tried to diet and exercise and always found my way back to "fat", this is the rainbow I've needed in my cloudy sky.
To be continued......
