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Hi yall, I have not been on in so long I am 7 months out and loving my life, I am able to buy clothes out the store rather than order them out a book, I went to the beach for my brothers wedding and had a blast, I had a bathing suit on first time in years, I was able to walk and not get tired at all, I was able to go rides and not worry if I can fit or not, I am so glad I had the surgery I am down now 91 pounds and I am loving life to the fullest. I cant get over how much of my life I was missing from being over weight, and not to mention I cant keep my hubby off of me,  I love the attention I am getting from him, and being able to where nice sexy nighties for him lol . I am so happy, my back and knees don’t hurt no more, I am able to sleep at night with out my side going numb, I am able to roll over and not struggle, lol well I was thinking of yall and thought I would stop in, I guess when we have the surgery we tend to forget all about this, but I am gonna try to stay on here more. I hope every one is well and write me if you have any questions,

hi my oh friends, i am back to tell yall how i been doing, i have been doing great loving the weight lose, i have lost a total of 73 pounds sinc aug,27th 2009. i feel great, i was able to swing the first time right beside my little girl the other day. man that was emotional. my husband can keep his hands off me, lol i am loving that. i can walk so much farther now, no swelling in my ankles, my back dont hurt no more. if i can just get this stomach gone i will feel even better. but all in time, i have not been on in a while but i will keep every one updated, if you have any questions feel free to email them to me at [email protected] i will get back to you....

WELL I WENT TO THE DOCTOR TODAY AND I LOST 19 POUNDS AND PROUD OF IT, WELL I HAD A BAD DAY YESTERDAY, I TASTED A LASAGNA MY MOM COOKED JUST THE SAUCE AND CHEESE AND BOY DID IT MAKE ME SICK!  I THREW UP ALL DAY AND HAD THE WORST CASE OF TIGHTNESS I HAVE EVER HAD I NEVER ILL TASTE THAT STUFF AGAIN. I TELL YOU WHEN THEY SAY THAT YOU WILL REGRET TASTING STUFF THAT YOU KNOW YOU SHOULD NOT HAVE I TELL YOU I DO. BUT OTHER THAN THAT I FEEL GREAT. I LOVE THE WAY I FEEL IT’S THE BEST THING I COULD HAVE EVER DONE FOR MY SELF. AND THE GOOD THING IS I KNOW THERE IS MORE TO COME. I HAD MY DRAIN TOOK OUT TODAY. WONT AS BAD AS I THOUGHT. I WAS SCARED TO DEATH. NOW I HAVE TO GET MY G-TUBE OUT ON THE 25^TH THEN I WILL BE TUBE FREE. THIS HAS BEEN A LONG 2 WEEKS  BUT WELL WORTH IT. SO NOW I HAVE MY OWN WEIGHT LOSS STORY!!!!!!

on Aug. 27Th i had my surgery, well i can say it was a new start for me. well i was scared and did not know what i was gonna expect. i knew what i had been told and what every one was saying but for my body i did not know how it was gonna do.  but it was really hard the first 3 days i could not stand long due to the pulling under my left rib, i had a lot of pain at first. but i can say now i am not even taking any pain meds. i can already feel a change i can already see the changes in the mirror i am just ready to see me in a few weeks. i do have a g-tube and a drain tube in. that is the most part that i really hate. the g-tube drains alot around it and the drain tube just plain hurts like crazy. and on top of it all i had not had my period in like 3 months and i am now on it . lol just my luck ha? but over all the way i feel now i would do it all over again in a heart beat. oh yea and i am taking blood thinner shots 2 times a day also. they don't hurt at all i don't even feel them. well i still cant sit up right long but i will be back on soon with some new pictures. feel free to check me out on my myspace page i upload pictures their all the time....

well once again i have my date Aug. 27 how about that. and i will be 27 on Sept. 4Th. so i am OK with that. i am hoping to lose more weight before my big weigh in on the 25Th i hope everything is gonna go fine. i hope they don't give me more bad news. i am ready to be on my way to recovery. yall sending me all the nice hopeful comments really help and i do thank yall so much. i will update on the 25Th and let yall know how it went so good luck to every one Else and hang in their we are gonna have bumps in the road but we will get over them and keep going>>>>>
                                                                            

Well yall  more bad news, I am so sick of this. I went in for my weight check Friday and they told me on my visit Tuesday that I had to lose 5 pounds by my weigh in on Friday. Well I thought I could not lose that much, but they said I could if I eat the diet plan they gave me so I did exactly what the diet said too do. Well to my luck I get on the scale Friday and not only lost 5 pounds but I lost 7 ½ pounds in 3 days. It was amazing. But the sad part was that 2ponuds of that was my muscle. And do to that they put my surgery date off till aug.27^th. I was so upset. I was crying my mom was crying, cause I worked so hard. I really did and they said the diet was to low of calories for me. But I am like this they new what my weight was and they should have known that it was to low for me. And my body went in starvation mode. I am so sick of this running around. So I told my husband if I am still losing muscle when I go back for a weigh in on the 25^th then I will not have the surgery. I will lose it on my own if I can. Well I lost 7 ponds in 3 days I will just try harder. Well yall I thank all of you for sending me prayers and your blessing but my god is mighty if this is for me than his will shall be done………………………………………………….

well its almost that time, i am so ready for it. i got saved last Sunday, something i should have been done, well i am not scared no more i have my lord to walk this walk with me, i know it wont be easy As all, but i do have faith. i am so ready to get it don so i can be on my journey to recover. and i thank all yalls nice word of wisdom and heart felt encouragements. i will be checking back and forth on here, and i will update yall on my weight check this friday.

ONCE AGAIN MORE BAD NEWS. MY WHITE BLOOD CELLS ARE HIGH, AND MY IRON IS REALLY LOW, I DON'T KNOW WHATS GOING ON I AM ON B12 PILLS AND SHOTS NOW TO BUILD MY BLOOD, SO FAR THEY HAVE NOT CHANGED MY DATE. I AM STILL ON FOR THAT DAY SO YALL PRAY FOR ME AND PRAY THAT THIS IS ALL JUST A NORMAL BUMP IN THE ROAD. MY DOCTOR IS VERY FUNNY ABOUT STUFF HE WANTS TO MAKE SURE THEIR IS NO SURPRISE AFTER SURGERY. HE MAKES SURE EVERY THING IS IN GOOD CONDITION BEFORE HE TAKES ME UNDER. SO YALL KEEP ME IN MIND AND PRAY FOR ME.

HAS ANYONE EVER TOOK THE BLOOD THINNER SHOTS AFTER SURGERY? I  WAS TOLD TODAY THAT I HAVE TO TAKE THEM 2 TIMES A DAY FOR 6 WEEKS. ALSO THEY MOVED MY SURGERY DAY TO THE 10TH OF AUG NOT THE 6THBUT I WILL SURVIVE I AM SO SCARED BUT OVER ALL I DONE GOOD. ALL MY TEST ARE PERFECT. I ALSO LOST 5 LBS THIS WEEK. I AM SO PROUD YEAAA. WELL I WILL POST AGAIN. THANK YALL FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT.

I AM STILLS STRESSING, AM I DOING THE RIGHT THING? I AM SO SCARED, I JUST WONT TO BE HAPPY IN LIFE! IS THAT A CRIME, I FEEL LIKE I AM CHEATING IN A WAY. I FEEL LIKE I AM TAKING A EASY WAY OUT, LIKE I WONT BE LOOKED AT AS REALLY LOSING THE WEIGHT , JUST SOME ONE WHO WAS TO LAZY TO DO IT ON THEIR OWN. I HAVE HEARD PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT THE SURGERY LIKE THAT. I AM JUST TO STRESSED I GUESS. I AM JUST READY TO GET IT DONE BEFORE I CHANGE MY MIND, I AM COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS NOW. ALL THE MESSAGES YALL LEAVE ME IS SO HEART WARMING, I JUST SIT HERE AND READ AND CRY, AND READ AND CRY, I JUST LOVE TO HERE HOW I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE FEELING THIS WAY. WELL THANK YALL AND I WILL POST AGAIN SOON...