I should be on cloud nine...but I'm not!

Feb 01, 2009

What's wrong with me?  I have lost since surgery (Oct 14th) a total of 57 pounds and hve dropped from a 22 jeans to a size 10.  I have roughly 20 pounds to go.  I should be so thrilled about this, but I'm not.  I feel pretty good except for the occasional weak spells and I know that's those days I'm either not getting in my protein for the day, or the fluids...or both.  I will say that I'm having serious problems with my son who is 20 years old.  He is on drugs and will not work.  He's constantly causing problems around here and I don't know what to do anymore...I've tried everything I know except throwing him out.  I know that probably has a lot to do with it, but there's something else, too...and I'm not sure what.

I still haven't found a job yet.  I lost mine the first week of December.  I guess I've always took it for granted that I would always have one.  I have looked and looked for something in my field, but there's nothing.  I guess I'll keep searching and praying and realize that I'm not alone in the job-loss world.  I should be thankful that I still have a roof over my head and food (what little I can eat...lol).

Take care, guys...

Wanda

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