2 Days till Surgery

May 12, 2009

Well, I went back on May 4th for my weigh in to see if I had lost enough of the weight that I gained while quitting smoking and I had lost 8.5 lbs.  So the Doc came in and told me great job and the surgery is on.

So now....here we are two days pre-op.  Less than 36 hours and I will be BANDED!!!!  I'm so excited.  But I have been an emotional wreck this week.  I'm worried about getting there and all of the sudden I've gained a couple of lbs of fluid or something.  My biggest issue has been that I am petrified of the changes I will have to make once this is final and has REALLY REALLY HAPPENED TO ME!!!!  I am going to do my very best to follow my surgeons instructions, but I know the exercise thing is going to be a major ordeal for me!!!!

God, I'm so scared and such a wreck, please just get me thursday morning so I can start the next phase and get past this horrible anxiety I'm feeling.

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