windsorspretzel
I think I have been overweight most of my life, with being a chubby baby (when it was cute, maybe preferred?) to beind ridiculed in elementary school, not picked for any of the teams, wanting to be with the popular girls and well just socially accepted. Now as an adult, you'd think one would be accustomed to that feeling of exclusion, or perhaps it was I that was excluding myself. I can't tell you how many diets, I've tried, all were succesful in helping me lose, but never keep the weight off. How many Mondays, that's it, no more, I'm not taking this anymore, yeah right. Being the nice girl is great and for all the right reasons maybe advantagious, however, one can take so much you know? I've been married almost 20 years, I want to knock my husband off his feet, I want to play with my son for a long long time and I want to be healthy, not too much to ask, well ready or not here I come.
