Gettin ready to leave for NJ

Dec 16, 2009

OK, I have 6 days till surgery in NJ.  I am scared to death.  I am also pissed that insurance caused me to wait so long for this revsion that I regained all my wt plus and my health took a nose dive.  I have had a stroke and now have two heart blockages to deal with, being treated for severe hypertension, fatty liver disease, sleep apnea is real bad now, on the fence with diabetes and stress incontenence problems coupled with malnutrition. 

I did not have all these comorbidities before when I got my lap band.  I feel insurance has let me almost die.  I have lost most of my family and I don't want to be next.  I want to live.  This evil liquid diet is like dieing in hell on earth but it reminds me of how bad I want to live and get my DS. 

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Fort Myers Beach , FL
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12/23/2009
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Oct 06, 2005
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