Second Looks

Apr 11, 2013

I wanted to say thanks to everybody that commented on my last entry.  Your support and kindness makes a girl feel good.

I think I didn't really explain myself well last time.  It's not that I'm concerned about how others see me -- except that I was afraid that people at work *would* notice a difference and start asking questions.  I have no issues with having had the surgery - I just don't think it's anybody's business but mine. 

The issue I was really having was I think a disconnect between how good I feel now and how far I have to go.  I've already started doing things that I wouldn't have done a month ago, little things that matter to no one but me.  I believe I had an image in my head of how much different I had to look *if* I already felt this different.

Anyway, I took another look at the pictures, put them side by side, and I can honestly say now that I see a difference.  Yes, there is a long way to go still, but I'm okay with that.  This is a marathon and not a sprint - but I will be crossing the finish line!

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