xraygirl
TODAY ...glad it is over
Dec 31, 2010
Today was one of those days. One of those "they" warn you about. The one where you are wondering what in the world you have done to yourself. The one where you are weak because there isn't enough protein getting in. The one where you feel if you drink one more thing you would drown. The one where you think you are all alone in these feelings. I don't think I have ever been so happy to see the sun gone down than I have tonight.I told my husband that is how I am getting through this hard time. I'm just waiting on sunset and bedtime. I know that God will grant me a beautiful day if only I will get up and try again. I am never too low that He isn't with me. He probably got tired of hearing me today. I'm glad He gets me in all my craziness. Bless my family they are trying so hard but it is breaking their hearts to watch me cry and not eat. My husband took me out to one of our favorite soup and sandwich places tonight and instead of getting chicken noodle soup they gave me just the broth. I have never had anything so wonderful in my entire life! I took it very slow and placed my spoon down between each sip. It took a long time but never was I uncomfortable and I didn't feel like I was missing out because the broth was alittle thicker than at home....not to mention TASTY!
The scales are amazing and they tell me I am already losing. My daughter's best friend came in from college tonight and she said she could tell. So happy are my thoughts now. I will get up tomorrow knowing I can have alittle thicker liquid and that in the morning I get to not only start again but I get to add:)
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19.2
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Surgery
12/27/2010
Surgery Date
Nov 25, 2010
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