Angie718
I Should Be Happy...
Jun 12, 2010
Today is June 12, 2010. So much has happened since I last blogged back in March. My husband, Kevin left me May 2nd, after I finally found out he had been having an affair for the past 7 months (like 2 months prior to my even having surgery). He basically left me stuck with everything, the bills, no transportation, rent, and I am on a limited income from disability. My dad and sisters aren't really speaking to me either. I lost my home my mom left me when she passed. Now I am about to be evicted from the apartment we got since he left me. All of this while trying to deal with this whole WLS thing. I can barely eat or drink anything. I am not sleeping well and cry all the time. I feel so isolated and alone and afraid:(. Thank God for this couple from my church, Tony & Tracey. They have been letting me stay with them off and on while I grieve and try to figure out what to do. They have been such a blessing and I can't thank them enough. I am also thankful for my children, my grandson, my Pastor, a few close relatives and friends who have been trying to be encouraging. I just don't see how I am going to make it through all this. I have no energy and can barely make it out of the bed each day. I have to force myself to eat or drink but then when I do, I end up dumping most of the time. :barf: The sad thing is I should be happy about losing 90 pounds :scales: so far and enjoying this difficult journey of learning how to eat all over again. But instead I am facing one of the biggest crisis in my life. God please, if You are really up there, HELP ME! I truly need extreme divine intervention....Thank you.