I Slipped...and Paid for It

Apr 05, 2012

 Okay, I just could not take it anymore and slipped and had a slice of pepper jack cheese - of all things. I just felt like I needed to chew something. I am soooo tired of the protein shakes and the chewable vitamins. It's been a little over a week already! Okay, so a week and two days to be exact of this liquid diet hell I'm in. Excuse me Lord for saying hell, but that is just how I feel, like I am in liquid diet hell. I am ready for something with flavor and chew. Then, I talk to my sister and she tells me, reminds me, that I have got to think about something else other than food or I am causing myself trouble. I know she is right, and it's not like I am daydreaming about pizza and burgers, I just wanted to chew something with some flavor. Now, my stomach feels all queasy and I can't get down my last protein shake for the day. Oh well, I will start anew tomorrow and try not to make any more mistakes. I just have to keep reminding myself that I can do this - hard as it may be - I can do this, especially with the tools that I have now been given.

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