Getting Back In Line

Nov 09, 2011

Isn't amazing how a few pounds can make you feel gigantic?

I tell ya, I am up about 10 pounds from my lowest point.  Doesn't sound like a lot, but MAN, I feels like a lot! 

I used to be able to look in the mirror, see my outfit and tell myself, "Good enough."  Now I look in the mirror, turn this way and that, totally critical of how each part of my body looks.  It is insane.  I traded not caring for too much caring.  WEIRDO. 

I am getting back on track.  I would like to say it was the Halloween candy.  But no, it has been everything.  If I see something yummy, I eat it.  No thought about it, I just eat it.

I am not sure why I can't just keep up with keeping good food on hand.  It's like I keep relearning that if I keep things I can "snack" on around I will snack on those rather than the things I shuoldn't snack on.  So this week I have stocked up.  I have my laughing cow cheese, pistachios, and detour bars.  We'll see if they make a difference.

Mind over matter, if you don't mind, it doesn't matter.

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