Frustrated!

Jun 08, 2011

It has finally happened to me. I'm one those people that are freaking out because the scale has gone up and seems to want to stay there, regardless of what I do or don't do. I posted that 5 days ago I went up 2.5 pounds and am now stuck. I know where I am failing (drinking coffee, not nearly enough water or protein, skipping vits etc...). I'm frustrated because I feel so completely off track and have no clue how to fix it..... It doesn't help that work has been completely chaotic lately. With all these extra meetings, events and training it has gotten so hard to do the things I know I need to be doing. Then I get home and I'm exhausted and end up taking a 2 hour nap..... UGH!!! Then, on top of all that, my hair is falling out like crazy. I try not to let it get to me but I am super bummed today and am having trouble not falling into the "I'm stuck at this weight forever" pit..... I've been trying to start writing everything down too but I've just been so freaking busy and I eat on the run alot.

I am hoping to have a few calmer hours later on (doubtful) so I can figure this thing out before it goes any farther downhill. I brought the binder my surgeon gave me pre-op. I have to do this! I still have another 90 pounds to go and I want to keep it off forever! I didn't go through this to be stuck at 200+ !!!!!

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