Year One

Jan 07, 2012

My 1 year anniversary for my RNY was 1/4/11. CRAZY how fast the time went by!! Doesn't feel like it could have possibly been a year already. Life has been crazy. I feel skinny, although I still want to lose another forty to fifty pounds. I feel cute . I LOVE shopping. I bought my first belt today because, regardless of how tight the jeans, I have no butt left so they always slide down lol. It astounds me that I went from almost 350 pounds to being in ONEderland. However- I'm far from perfect. Lately things have been rough. I was sick and haven't been to the gym in a couple of weeks. I've been drinking entirely too much. I've blacked out a couple of times which is scary (this is all in relation to losing my mom and not being able to handle the new attention). I suck at taking my vitamins and getting in my protein. All of this weighs on me because I've been lucky enough so far (knock on wood) not to have any complications. I'm sabotaging myself. I think I've finally gotten my weight loss routine down though. I don't lose for 3-4 weeks then lose 10-12 pounds in a matter of a week. I pretty much average 10 pounds a month. I was convinced by a few friends to seek a therapist. I really need to schedule my 1 year post op appointment too. Anyway- it is a beautiful day here in Cali- time for a walk.

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