17 days to go?

Feb 11, 2013

I'm scheduled to have surgery in 17 days. I'm so excited and scare.d. Mostly I'm just waiting for the bad news to drop. I rarely get things I really want so I'm living with a constant fear that something will go wrong and either postpone or cancel my surgery.

What if it doesn't work?? This was my last hope.

What if I mess up my liquid diet?

What if something goes wrong and I end up worse than I am now?

On top of all this I'm in the process of moving which is very stressful. I start my liquid diet in 3 days.

Nervous and excited and scared. Trying to stay positive.

 I took my measurement for my health tracker and I'm as big around as I am tall. That is going to change!!! Surgery or not. It is unacceptable to me.

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