what am I doing wrong??

Jul 14, 2010

Another morning, more sickness. I ate a tiny bowl of some cherios for breakfast didn't even finish it and then 5 minutes after I am done, my stomach turns sour and I have to run to the bathroom to throw it all up. God help me. I am so sick of being sick. I am constantly on the verge of tears. I just want to be able to eat go about my day, instead I need like at least an hour of recovery time to get it all up. Could part of this be mental? Am I making myself think that I am going to puke so I do? I don't know I am just so frustrated right now.

I feel like OH has become like my journal and once I let it out on here I feel not so alone. So thank you OH for giving me that.

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