lacres81
life falling apart!
Jan 11, 2010
Hi,
I have not been posting on a very consistent basis- shame on me!
I have been losing my hair and what hair i have looks like doo doo, i really hate the way it looks and there seems to be nothing that I can do to help it. And of course that led me back to some very bad old habits-- I have introduced more carbs in my diet, and not the good for you kind. I know that I should not have done that and I am trying very hard to get them back out of my diet and get back on track. I am an emotional eater, and things have been very emotional - things between my husband and I have come to a head, and I think things are being worked out- we will have to wait and see how they go, they seem to be on the mend at this time.
He actually listened and heard what I was trying to say and didnt fly off the handle, it was a great feeling! I had to learn to talk to him and tell him what I am feeling or hearing- it may not have been what he ment to say. What a hard lesson for the both of us, we have been together for over 30 years, and things have been a certain way- not wonderful - for most of that time.
Along with the hair loss, the family issues, I have been having shoulder pain, and it has been painful to do much of anything. I have been going to physical therapy and it was helping, not so sure if it is now though. I developed a lump on my right shoulder/ upper arm. Just had an MRI on that and should find out the results this week. The orthopedic doctor basically said it will be one of two things- I will need surgery or a series of shots. I dont like the sound of either one, but i have to get out of this pain. It is interferring with my job and my hobby- I am not able to quilt like i would normally do- and that is where i go to lose my self.
A couple of good things have happened.
- I have lost a hundred pounds since my highest recorded weight- 262, I am now 161
- I am in a size 10-- my wedding dress is a size 13-- I weigh more now than i did when i got married but I am a smaller size- dont understand, but loving it
- I have been able to see my niece more- she turns four on 1/16-- she is a great kid and I love having her here.
Well thanks for listening
Hope you have a wonderful journey.
Kim
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silvana, WA
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24.0
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Surgery
07/21/2009
Surgery Date
Jul 13, 2009
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