Still haven't reached my goal

Feb 04, 2012

I havent reached my goal of losing 100 pounds by February 1st. There have been a lot of stressors - my 11 year old son has been in the hospital for 3 weeks now (Four Winds Hospital - a psychiatric hospital) and my mother was also recently in the hospital for Viral Meningitis. I cut myself some slack, as I knew I wasnt going to lose the weight over a week ago.

I am struggling to work out - low energy and miscle aches have made me want to curl up in a ball and sleep. I know hormones have been wreaking havoc on me lately, and that may be attributing to it as well.

I have lost about 96 pounds since I started my journey last March. I am going to reward myself with something when I reach 100 pounds... the question is what... I was thinking a Pandora bracelet, but I dont really want one. Then, I thought about the open heart necklace, but I am not sure about that either. I am going to go out and find something that I really want for that goal, and get it. It will likely be jewelery related. My reward for reaching my goal weight will be a leather jacket. That is what I really want, but dont want to spent the money on one until I reach goal.

 I am not giving up. This is a stall. It will break. I will break it. Step one will be to get my ass back to the gym. Step two will be to get my fluids and protein in before anything else. I need to make sure I follow the rules, and use my tool. My tool works if I work it. I have lost 96 pounds. 76 of them since September. Back to basics!!

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