tonite is a good nite for a journal post

Nov 14, 2011

 my life has been going good.  I'm excersizing, eating healthy, doing the right thing. i'm proud of myself.

I was going through all my clothes that were 14, 12  and xl, i spotted two pairs of jeans 17-19 i was like omg where did theses hide lol. So i put them on my shelf i'm going to try them on after my shower from going to the gym.  right now i only have one pair of jeans, i used to have 4-5 pairs of jeans when i was younger. so if i fit in them it will be 3 pairs i'll have. wish me luck. i found out my mom and me are an inch apart waist size, wow thats amazing yet our bodies are different. i'm proud of my mom, she's my inspiration and so is my friend crystol. they are motivating me. my hubby to be is supportive as well.

Looking at wedding dresses, mom sent me a link, fashion bug sells wedding dresses, i like 2 of them, the lace and this flowing one with diamond cut around waist.  i'm excited and nervous, we are actually doing this. it's real. omg, i'm so happy. i am worried about going into labor at our wedding so we are preventing next month if we don't concieve this month. i know people will wonder why are we trying when we have our wedding and i'm losing weight. there is no perfect time for a baby. we are in love. we've been together for 2 yrs and 4 mths on the 22 it will be. he's my soulmate. we have our issues, everyone does. he completes me and i don't know what i'd do with out him, he works hard and gives nick & i everything we deserve. he is the best hubby to be and father a  son could ask for. Yes sometimes i wanna yell at him and i usually do. but we are quick to forgive.  its not about the quantity of things in your life . its the quality :) remember life is short, if you sit there and watch it pass by you'll only regret it. take your life by the reins ands steer it in the direction you want to go, do be afraid of a few bumps in the road and never give up, no matter what you do. 

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