NTTEACHER2005
so i bought a digital scale
Jan 17, 2012
my scale was broken, it weighed me 8lbs lighter then i really was. so i was pissed. Finally after 2 weeks i got a regular reading of 214lbs. today i weighed myself this morning before i ate and after i went to the bathroom. i gained almost 2 pounds. i'm 215.8lbs. i feel like crap. haven't been sleeping right, insomnia, i've been eating at nite again. i'm hungry and nervous. this whole ttc while losing weight isnt working out for me :( i've decided if i'm not pregnant by March. We are taking a break till July and if we don't concieve in July we are waiting till our honeymoon in nov. we are going to Vegas. We've decided to take a family trip in July to somewhere close. It was going to be VA but we decided on if i'm not pregnant why spend the money on a big trip, we can make 2 trips and have that honey moon. Plus I don't want to be pregnant going to Vegas. This is all spectulation, b/c if i'm pregnant this month then thats great exactly what i wanted. if not. 2 more months and then if i'm not, finally a break for 3 mths. I'm sick of ttc , i just want to be pregnant already. I got Wii for x mas. I play just dance 3 everyday for 15mins-1hr depends on time i have. I make sure to play it everyday. i'm eating healthy as i can. i did buy ice cream a mistake and licorice. i just have a love& hate relationship with food. My knee brace and waist thinner is awesome. I love them!!! I'm pissed on my weight gain. but i'm going to work it off. House cleaning today after the gym. Vaccum and toliet. Did the dishes, towels & kitchen. Tommorow Sweep& mop floors.
