feel good in my own skin

GOD IS GOOD!! NOT THAT I DESERVE HIS BLESSING BUT BECAUSE OF WHO HE IS AND HIS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. GOD HAD SHOWN FAVOR UNTO ME.

I WILL BE HAVING MY SURGERY IN DEC. I HAVEN'T BEEN GIVEN A SPECIFIC DATE, BUT DEC. HAS BEEN CONFIRMED.

THINGS HAVE MOVING SO FAST. IT TRUE WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS, "YOU HAVE NOT BECAUSE YOU ASK NOT".  WELL HONEY I ASKED AND I RECEIVED.  THIS WEBSITE IS A GOD SENT. 

I WAS TALKING WITH TIFFANY (MRS. TIPPYTOES) AND SHARING MY FRUSTRATION, ABOUT HAVING TO START MY SUPERVISED DIET ALL OVER AGAIN. WELL TIFFANY GAVE MY INFO ON HER SURGERY AND THE BALL STARTED ROLLING FROM THERE.  I CHECKED HIM OUT ON THE WEB, WENT TO HIS SEMINAR A WEEK LATER AND WAS IN THE SURGEONS OFFICE THE FOLLOWING WEEK. THE SURGEONS OFFICE SET ME UP A DOCTOR WHO COULD ASSIST ME...... LONG STORY SHORT I AM IN THE PROCESS OF GETTING MY CLEARANCE FOR MY  SURGERY IN DECEMBER.  THIS ALL TOOK PLACE IN ONE MONTH.

I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE HOW FAST THINGS ARE MOVING. THE SAYING IS TRUE " IT'S NOT WHAT YOU KNOW IT'S WHO YOU KNOW"  

THANKS EVERYONE FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT.

I'LL UPDATE WITH MORE INFO LATER.

To much to say, but Yeah I'm back.  For those of you who I have talked to on the phone, I will be calling with more detail. 

I will say this thou; keep going.Seeing everyone's profile gives me the strength I need to start over. Yeah you heard right I HAVE TO START ALL OVER. It's my fault thou. I missed two dr. appt and he refused to see me. 8 months in and I have to start all over. Sooooooo 12 months of the crap again. I wanted to quit and I have cried but I need this. So yall pray me to continue in this journey and take care .

It's strange and exciting. I'm married now! I got married on March 31. Nothing has changed because we were living together before.

Now we can do the nasty with repenting LOL.

I'm Still goin to see my pcp every month. This has been along 12 month process. I can't want until July then I'll be finished. Hopefully when I see the surgeon these run smooth and quick. I am so ready for this change.

 The devil is trying to destory me and my family, but he is a liar. I know he comes to steal, kill and destory and yall is doing a number on us. I can't talk now, but I know that part of his plan is to stress me out and make me forget about having WLS, but yall he better get away from me. I was blind and away for the ark of safety, but isn't it funny how we know how to run home when in trouble and God is there yet again welcoming you. I have never had a battle this big, but GOD words stands "he'll never leave nor forsake you".  If I have never stood on God's words I am standing now. The devil thoughgt he had me, but I'm getting away. One day I will be able to share my testimony, but right now just pray. I will not be chatting for awhile....just not in the mood. Pray for me and my family that things will pass over soon.

Pearl