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Jan 01, 2011

Well, I went in for my EGD on the 23rd and my Sleep study to see if i have Sleep Apnea and now im waiting to hear whats next. Im excited, depressed, and nervous all at the same time. Never have I done anything so focused on me. I havent mattered to me in a lonnnnngggg time, i really feel like it is time. Im so glad that God has given me the strength to endure and continue what i started what seems so long ago. I met a young woman by the name of Julia and my life changed forever, because i went home and began my journey by calling ABMI/DMC clinic. I have been to every appt,(with the exception of some rescheduled ones) and it is now almost a year later and im still going. Im kinda depressed because i dont know why i cant shed the weight i need to. I dont know where to get the will power, i have prayed and prayed. I wont give up, I know i need to try harder. I know its all just around the corner in no time, ill be kissing and hugging my kids and fiancee'and telling them ill see them in a couple of days, i can see myself in the surgery prep "clothing" and in the hospital bed. I am sooo looking forward to my new life for my new year, this has kept me going among other things and despite what those say about me not needing it, i know i do and i know that me and my family will benefit from it in the long run, and i plan on running a long time. Thank you Jesus!!

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About Me
Detroit, MI
Location
43.9
BMI
RNY
Surgery
06/20/2011
Surgery Date
Jun 16, 2007
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