prettyinpink766
My stomatch
Jul 10, 2011
Well, it is Monday July 11th, and it seems like time is dragging by so slow. I think I have hit a plateau,yuck! Anyway, Im down about 30plbs,yay! but i want to lose so much more. Im feeling kinda bad, cause I feel like I should be doing something more to go down. I cant really walk nor drive. It seems like as soon as I think about getting in the truck, My stomatch (only on the right side) hurts like hell. They say its gas, sometimes I think so, sometimes I think not. Sometimes i feel like I should go back to the hospital. I take my Tylenol 3 and go lie down. My kids are so wonderful, they be so helpful. I dont want to scare them. Sometimes I can see where they are thinking, God, why did mama do this to her self. I dont know how to explain to them that there will be good and bad days. When i hurt to the point im crying, i try and suck it up, and tell my baby girl, that one day were going skating. Thats why I did it, just to be healthy and enjoy life with them, (and be able to buy a comfy, stylish winter jacket,lol) But serious, I cant wait til the day, there is no pain in my belly and I have lost the weight that I need to lose. God knows my heart and my intentions. I pray that he delivers me, Be back tomorrow to blog how im feeling!
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About Me
Detroit, MI
Location
43.9
BMI
Surgery
06/20/2011
Surgery Date
Jun 16, 2007
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