I am in OneDerland

Jul 03, 2011

Well i am in heaven, It has been 25 years since I have been less than 200 hundred pounds.  I am quite clearly in transition.  I have no idea how to dress and no idea how to accept the changes my body is offering me in the mirror.  Some days I embrace the changes and somedays I want to eat and eat and eat to go back to the way I was.  I have a hard time with the way men now look at me.  Some guys that never talked to me before have all of a sudden started to say hi and flirt.  Oh my god it makes me mad!  I am still the same person and still me.  What the heck!!!!!!!!!  I just have to wrap my head around the changes and accept that men are idiots, LOL.

I am happy though!!!!!!!!!!!

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