PTHEG
I am in OneDerland
Jul 03, 2011
Well i am in heaven, It has been 25 years since I have been less than 200 hundred pounds. I am quite clearly in transition. I have no idea how to dress and no idea how to accept the changes my body is offering me in the mirror. Some days I embrace the changes and somedays I want to eat and eat and eat to go back to the way I was. I have a hard time with the way men now look at me. Some guys that never talked to me before have all of a sudden started to say hi and flirt. Oh my god it makes me mad! I am still the same person and still me. What the heck!!!!!!!!! I just have to wrap my head around the changes and accept that men are idiots, LOL.I am happy though!!!!!!!!!!!