have a date!

Dec 21, 2011

I had my ekg and chest xray yesterday.  All good, although I took the scenic route to get to the place I needed to go.  The directions I got from Raveena were uncleat so I ended up going to three offices before I finally got to the right one.  I was laughing about it and fortunately, the right office was cool and very accomodating.  Then I talked with Lori at Castle and scheduled my pre-op (January 19) and surgery date (January 25).  We were in the midst of preparing Hannukah dinner for 15 people, which ended up being 16 so really didn't have to process everything.  Then today, I pulled a box of photos out that I'd just found in the garage while digging through looking for the china and crystal that we had packed away and needed for dinner.  I ran across tons of pictures of my kids and parents and sister.  We went into Waimea and made a stop at Starbucks and when i got back into the car, i put my cup on the dash of the car.  The dash which is very slanted.  Which caused the cup to slip off the dash spilling the entire comtents on me, my purse, the floor and everything else in its path.  And I got so upset!  After holding it together yesterday, I cried over a spilled cup of coffee.  But when I had a moment, I let my feelings come up and remembered that today is the anniversary of my dad's death, and I really was missing my sister, who's death anniversary is coming up.  So feeling sad but okay.  Although the reality of the surgery is still setting in.....

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