subacloud
Not Cheating
May 31, 2010
I'm not bragging. I'm complaining. It's Memorial Day and we had a little cookout. I feel weakened and tired and know that some extra food, not to mention some caffeine, would boost my energy.Nevertheless, I've put my surgery as my number one priority. I am working hard to make certain that my surgery has the best possible outcome. I want to make certain my liver shrinks like it's supposed to. So, I'm not cheating.
I have dreams that I forget that I'm on a liquid diet and accidentally eat regular food. Then I panic.
This too shall pass. I am one week away from my surgery and I am excited for the changes this will make in my life. I'm not looking forward to the surgery and recovery, but I'll get through that part, too.
Hope is so welcome.