Only One Pound

Mar 03, 2011

That's all I've lost in the last month.... Yep, I'd call that a stall. 

It's weird, though, my clothes are much looser and I've lost a some inches overall, not a lot.  But, whatever...  This past month, I've been training for a new job and it was a very intense training.  So, I'm just getting my head out of that matter.

It's hard to balance weight loss and the demands of life.  I have to wonder if my eating was that bad, or if this is just part of the process.  I'm trying not to over think it.  However, over thinking seems to be my favorite past time.  I wonder if the intensity of the material I've been learning kept my brain on high, because I've also had some epiphanies about some relationships.  I am in a "I've had it with the crap.  Take your drama elsewhere." mood.

I don't know if it's a good thing or not.  I do believe it is a necessary thing.  The good news is that I am going to see a counselor on Monday.  She is awesome and I've avoided seeing her before now because it is quite a drive.  I tried a guy that was closer to my home town, but that was not a good match!  I'm looking forward to my appointment because this woman is very affirming, yet challenges me to go higher.  I can wallow in self pity for free, after all.  I hope she helps me bring some clarity to a murky situation.

Despite the not so good news, my life is pretty amazing.  Great things are happening.  At the same time, gut wrenching, soul quaking stuff is happening, too. It's ironic when it happens life that.  But, on the other side of this stall, on the other side of this emotional upheaval will come clarity, peace, and a new way to live.  Gotta love that.

I wish you peace and serenity on your journey.  Blessings.

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