Depression

Jun 06, 2010

Why is it I feel so down today? Don't know the tears are coming none stop. Is it anxiety for the wait of having this surgery? Is it the fact I am presently off work and want to get back and I don't know if I should wait it out til after the surgery?
I have so many things that I have been invited to like my daughters graduation ceremony in Montreal the end of June. Her last one; man we have been to so many through out her career and after 21 years in school, college, university my girl is a full pledge medical profession.
Then my son graduates as a pilot and I can fly with him on his first co pilot trip in Europe the weekend of July and I must be there a week before leaving here 26th of june until the 5th.
Then I am invited to a confirmation ceremony north of Toronto the end of July all these special events that I so want to be part of and can't commit due to not knowing if I go back to work,  when I will have surgery, am I capable of doing all these things?
Then I haven't been paid by my insurance cause the shrink hasn't filled out the papers properly and no one knows what to do.

Man right now I hate the wait; the frustration of wondering because I have gall stones will they still do the surgery? Do I have to get rid of the stones first? What can I do ?
I need to get a new therapist, new shrink, new life!

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