IN less than 24 hours!

Sep 14, 2010

Well my dear friends, followers ! 
This time tomorrow I shall be rolling up to my room a new ME!
Feelings? I don't know if I have any.
NERVOUS? I can't say I am.

I know I will feel different. I hope I will succeed and be happy with my decision. I want to be a skinnier me, a healthier me, a happier me, an active me, robust and full of energy, life, fun.
I am fearful of failure, not staying true to my new me. I know I love food and I know I use food as a comfort and I hate gagging, so I will have to concentrate on staying healthy, happy, without my comfort of warm food.
I have new friends now who will understand what I am going through and I know I can rely on them.
I have different goals too, I am an achiever, I hate giving up, so I will do the best I can. I know I need a kick every so often so please my friends give it freely. I will love you more for it!
I hate pain, yet I have to be strong for those around me. I do not want to show weakness. 
I want to thank everyone reading this, giving me support, understanding me for what I am going through, and will be going through.
Thank you for the love! Something I so desperately need! Thank you TORCH for being my Angel! I hope I can repay the favor and live up to your deeds that you have done for me these past months!
I truly appreciate it all!
Till Friday when I get home!! Take care Be happy, Stay healthy, Continue to Love, Laugh and Live!!
Sylvia

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