Ok i am almost into the 230's OMG

Mar 28, 2009

Well buddies i got wieghed today and i weighed in at 240 and in a few ounces i will be into the 230's. OMG OMG i havent been in the 230's in almost 18 1/2 years ago when i first got pregnant with my daughter.  At that time i was 234 for almost 10 yrs.  And now i may see that soon and i feel so shocked.  I can feel bones that i havent seen or felt in years and years.  And yes they are still there and i cannot wait til i pass the 234 mark.  That will really tell me that i am loosing a big deal of weight.  The other day i found pictures of me when i was at my absolute heaviest ever.  I weighed 324 and  i looked huge .  But at the time i didnt feel like i was as big as i look at me then.  That is 16lbs short of 100 lbs ago omg i cant believe it.  That when my daughter was 5 i weighed almost 100 lbs more then i do right now.  But i am seeing things on me now that i do not like the look of. and that is the skin that is wrinkled and saggy in the inner thighs.  yuck yuck.  but my husband keeps saying well honey when you are done with your weight loss we will get you the plastic surgery.  Even if the ins dont pay we will get it done.  And i think well he must have a mouse in his pocket because i am not having the body life done over my dead body.  But you know ???? i will probably do it when i get to the end of this journey and things that God planned to be here and they are then wayyyy down there, i will probably do it.  but just being 6 weeks out of the sleeve, i am thinking i dont want to go thru all that pain again post op.  but the vain me says if i do all this then why not look rockin when i am done after all this work.  At least get the boob back to where they are suppoed to be.  Then it will be well there is so much hangin skin we could do that too.  I know it is a long way away.... but him and his mouse are right i will probably do it. we will have to see what happens.  But for now i am so damn happy to see the ligh of 230's are only a few walks away.  Gail D

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