Hi all you wonderful people!! I haven't posted in a long time, but read the board almost daily. I have been struggling with my food demons and only lost 3 lbs. this last month, because of it. So I went to my surgery page and poured my heart out with a lengthly update last night, just b4 bed. This morning, I went to my profile and my update wasn't there....nothing, nauda. That's the second time that has happened and it's so discouraging. <p> But, in a nutshell, what it said was this: With my OWN shoe, firmly imbedded in my OWN posterior, and with my tail between my legs, I hopped onto the clinic scale......fully expecting that I had stayed the same OR WORSE. It was my 13th week check-up and time to face the music, so to speak. The scale must be broke!!!! It says I lost 3 lbs. "Did someone spill water on this scale?", I asked the nurse? She laughed and said no, it's working fine, hon. <p>
Now, to most people this is no big deal but I am a slow loser and decided a long time ago to celebrate each and every pound!! I had Lap Banding on Nov. 25th and 13 weeks later, am down -35 lbs. and am SOOOOO happy and pleased about each lb gone!! This surprise loss really fired me up again and it will be easier to fight my food demons this month. I am a food addict and an emotional eater and I take it one day at a time. But I have a monthly goal as well, which I have yet to meet, by the way. I weigh 231 as of yesterday and will soon be in the "20's"......closer and closer to the 200 mark, which will be a milestone!! But for now, I am creeping along at my Norwegian speed, losing some here and there, smiling and waiting for spring, when I usually kick into high gear with yard work and my flower garden. <p>
I wanted to say HI TO SUZI S, IN IDAHO!!! How are you sweety?? Also, HI TO SUE BAILEY!! Thanks for your friendship and constant support SUE and CONGRATS ON YOUR 61 LB LOSS!!! WAHOOOOOOO!!!! <P>
Yesterday it was near 70....today it is snowing....WELCOME TO NEBRSKA!!!! My DH wants to take a new picture of me already and put it beside my currant one. He says I don't realize how different I look already. Hmmmmm, maybe this isn't a dream after all. Oh, and I wanted to tell you all about my most mysterious weight loss......MY FALSE TEETH ARE WAY TOO LOOSE....BOTH SETS!! LOL HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF ANYTHING SO SCREWEY?? I realized it the other day and I laughed so hard, I cried.....it just hit me weird because of my daily struggle. <p>
To all my Sibs, a big cyberhug!! And as always, you touch my heart with all your support and encouragement. You helped me through some really hard times.....some very emotional times. I am here, changing my life, because of you. Take a bow and accept the compliment because reaching out, touching people and helping mold their new lives is no small thing. Angels come in all sizes and I love you guys!! HUGS! Carol P