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May 16, 2012

im about 9 months out and ive hit a wall. today i weighed in at 145lbs and ive been fluctuating between 142 and 145 : (   im so close to my goal of 140 lbs and i dont want to stop right before i get there. i need to bust my ass and get down to what i want to be at. i need to get back on track from before my step mom passed away, but how? am i gonna give up right before the finish line? do i have it in me to lose that last 2-5 lbs? i got to do it...... just look down at ur wrist at that hurricane tattoo that you got after ur surgery to promise urself that no one will ever call you bigger then hurricane katrina again..... i can do it. i can do it. i can do it....... everytime i want an unhealthy snack or a fatty burger or slice of pizza i just need to say that to myself... dont let ann or rhonda or mark win. this is my life and my body and i have the control... its no ones fault but my own and i have the control.......

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