Its ok to fail....just get back up

Aug 04, 2015

June 1st I received my 3rd adjustment after 2 years of no fill. I thought I was filled all the way, but I wasn't. I finally found a bariatric Dr. that would listen to my concerns and he did just that. He took an ultrasound of my stomach and saw the saline had gotten stuck in the tube. He unfilled me completely, used different imaging machines to make sure everything was done correctly, he sent me home with strict orders to enroll in over eaters anonymous and to seek nutritional and psychological help (I need the psych part, especially when it comes to eating). After doing both of these 2 times a week for 3 weeks, I was able to get my band filled AGAIN. 

The reason I am sharing this is because it is easy to get off track and break the rules. I was embarrassed to go to over eaters anonymous. But I never felt so much relief and strength once I accepted I had a problem and realized I was not the only one with this issue. My new Dr. Reminded me how dangerous it could be if I keep breaking the rules. I had a good wake up call, I needed it. I could cause more harm than good just to get a taste of junk food that last for 5 minutes. Its so not worth it!!

Also just a warning out there to those who have questions and concerns about their health and don't get the answers you deserve, either make your dr answer them or move on to someone else. My old dr didnt take the necessary steps to make sure my fills were safe and effective, which made it easier for me to consume bad foods. 

Dont be afraid to take a stand and get the health care you deserve, also dont be dumb with your weight loss surgery! you and/or your insurance paid thousands of dollars to help you fix your life and get better, not make things worse. It was hard for me to hear, but I so needed to! ACCEPT IT! =) =)

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