Phew, Thanksgiving dinner is over!

Nov 25, 2010

I'm so glad that I'm done for the year.  Let's hope next year is better.

I probably ate 5 tablespoons of food, yet what i chose to put in those 5 tablespoons disturbed my mom.  I feel like no matter what I do, it'll never be good enough for her.  I brought dessert-- a sugar free recipe i got here on obesity help.  i took two bites of it and it might as well have been the end of the world.

Before I went, i prepped my mom so she wouldn't worry about how much i was eating (or not eating).  I guess i did too well because i she was appalled at how much i ate.  Not only was it too much, but it was the wrong food, and in the wrong order.  I had a 1/2 cup of coffee after dinner.  Well, doing that just proved to my mom that I'm gonna fail, i'm gonna gain back all my weight, that i wasted time, and effort and emotional energy on this surgery. 

I came back and added up what i ate.  it was well under 150 calories.  That isn't much at all.  This dinner helped me to see maybe where some of my weight issues come from.  I guess i'll have to talk to the therapist about it.

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