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I don't know about how others are feeling right now, but I have almost had it with the weather, the snow, and just about everything.  I feel like everything I do doesn't count for anything.  I have been stuck at a plateau for awhile now.  The more I exercise ( and I feel all I do any more is work and exercise) the more everything is staying the same.

I am happy with what I have lost,  but I feel I should be loosing more, and I don't know what else to do.  I take about 4 to 6 exercise classes a week.  I am not loosing any weight and I am no loosing inches.  I need some help soon.  I just want to give up, but I know I can't.  I hope with the spring coming that I will get the boost that I need.  If any one is out there I hope things are going better for them

Well January is finally over.  I hope the weather improves in February.  I have been getting to the YMCA classes alittle more.  I hope that will jump start my weight loss again.  I do believe that my fitness level has increased.  I have been able to take an hour of step class and work on the machines. 

I am still having some problems with my stress level.  I am worried about my elderly Uncle and his problem with his cancer treatment.  I know I have no control over what happens with him, but I can't help but worry.  The more I worry the more, the move I eat things I shouldn't.  I have my support group meeting tomorrow night.  I hope talking with my advisor and the group will help. 

Well January is half over.  None to soon.  I am having a lot of difficulties this month.  I have not made it to the gym hardly at all.  I have been eating things I know I sholdn't.  And I have the mid winter blahs.  I am trying to turn it around and get to the gym,  but between working 2 jobs and having a seriously sick relative it hasn's been easy.  Everytime I try and get to the gym we seem to get another bad snow storm.  Is anyone else out there feeling the same. 

I wish I could just runaway sometimes,  but I know I have responiblities to myself and my family.  Well it is time to get ready for my second job.  Everybody out there take care.  Some one here cares.


Beth

Hi, I am new to blogging so please forgive my mistakes.  I had my surgery over 8 months ago, and I am so happy.  I didn't realize with all that weight, how much it depressed me.  I have become a more confident person.  I think I was hidding behind all my fat.  I still have some issuses with how I view myself, but I also am more willing to speak up for myself.  Before I didn't  think I was worth much.  I can't believe how much difference 60 lbs can make.  I do owe alot of my new found self to my bariatric support group, and my friends at the YMCA.  I hope the next time I write I will be able to say I am finally below 200 lbs.  It is so close I can feel it.