Well, I made it through to the other side :) And I've already lost 12 lbs in just the first week! It seems like just yesterday that I was heading into surgery! The surgery went well and with only minor pain. I think the worst part was the IV and later the drain area being tender. I was so scared that the pain would be intolerable, but it wasn't in the least. By the 2nd day, I was up and walking around the nurse's station and by the 3rd day, I was released to go home. On the 4th day (Tuesday), I was eager to get out of the hotel I was staying in near the hospital, and my friend and I walked around Downtown Disneyland for a couple of hours. Thank you to everyone who sent their best wishes to me! It really helped so so much and, indeed, I felt very protected and watched over as I went into surgery! I am having a hard time with cravings and it is VERY hard to know when I am satisfied. It seems that hungry and full feels the same. I even cheated three times so far and all times I did not feel full (first time with 1/2 a Smart One's Pizza, the second time with a Smart Ones Ice Cream Cone, and the third time with 6 small hot wings. Hmmmm.... is it possible that they didn't do the surgery? LOL Seriously speaking though, I am scared as I really want to do this right, and I want to make sure that I follow doctor's orders which is to do an all liquid, high protein supplement diet (HMR) for the first month before incorporating solid foods into my diet. I know about liquids going through one's pouch fairly fast and thus not making one feel full, but shouldn't I have felt full from the 1/2 Smart One's pizza (about 5 oz), the Smart One's ice cream cone, and the 6 hotwing chicken wings (about 480 calories)? The first few days, I had a hard time feeling satisfied with the shake/liquid supplements and drank until I was super full. Could it be that I already stretched my pouch? Worried that I've already done something to mess up the surgery and/or that my pouch is too big, etc...