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luvn the new me now all i need is a haircut lol
 12/16/09 206

 12/13/09 206 oh xmas party

 im very proud of myself

ok i have been working on this for about 2 mnths now and im finally done. Everyone i would think sets goals that they want to achieve at one point in there life. Well my 25 goals are going to be my dedication to my self

1. Put my self first for the first time of my life
2. Take all my vitamins and stop forgetting them
3. Alcohal definetly effects me different (2 times i dont remember everything and its scary) so i need to make that   change indefinetly
4. Take a step back and breath when things get to hetic
5. Move on from bad situations that have hapopen in my life
6. Budget my money the best way i can
7. Don't move backwards with my life meaning my exs arejust that my EXS....
8. suround myself around those that actually are true to me.
9. stop swaring so much
10. Go to church at LEAST once a month
11. Go back to school and stop talking about it
12. Find a way to let my brother back into my life and move on
13. smile more and frown less
14 Where my seatbelt more
15 learn to pre do my meals to make it easier
16 stop focusing on being alone and single and enjoy the time i have for myself
17 learn to get past my issues with my father (were both stuborn)
18 go to my mothers grave more often maybe it will be easier for me
19 dont always jump to conclusions
20 NEVER GO BACK TO BEING OBESE
21 stop being uncomfortable with my stomach and except it
22 try to focus on the gym at least 3 times a week even if its only for an hour
23 spend more time for me
24 take a moment every day to do a little something for someone else
25 LIVE HEALTHY
now these are going to take some time to accomplish so ive already started.

 Hello well lets see i am 6 months post opp today its 2:39pm and 6 months ago at this time i was having my gastric bypass and i truley believe that it is and always be the FIRST DAY OF THE REST OF MY LIFE. I am so proud of myself and i have come so far that i will let absolutely NOTHING stand in my way. I am not going to sit here and say that im 100% happy, i am still grieving my mother,financial tight,i am single, BUT i am healthier and can honestly say that i am proud of my self and am enjoying LIVING. one thing my mother told me the day before the died (the same day i had to make that decision to use morphione.) she said : I AM PROUD TO BE YOUR MOTHER AND BLESSED AND PROUD TO HAVE YOU AS MY DAUGHTER: I live each day with that being said. We ALL have obstales in our lives we all go thru things that we cant explain or understand, HOWEVER i truley believe that everything happens for a reason we go down paths that we are and are not proud of, HOWEVER life is a learning experience in itself. TO MY BROTHERS SUPPORT WITH OUT HIM IT WOULD OF BEEN WORSE, DEALIJNG ME ME AND HALPING ME TO MY FATHER EVEN THOS WE DONT SEE EYE TO EYE HE DEFF IS THER FOR ME AND LOVES ME I THANK YOU BOTH For me to look in the mirror and say to my self that i WAS THE BEST DAUGHTER TO HER THAT I COULD and to know that shes with me and would have wanted to experience this with me IM BLESSED. now i have my faults and am not perfect but im confident and content. I have a circle of friend that love ME and know the real me and are proud of me as much as i am. I have lost a few friends during this even a boyfriend HOWEVER ::::: IT IS WHAT IT IS::: i feel halthy,energy,ambition,SMILING and enjoying being me. Now i am in no way shape or form saying im all that becuase realistically NO ONE IS. its how you LOVE YOUR life and LIVE IT. so to my doctor NICOLE PECQUIX at ST ELIZABETH HOSPITAL BRIGHTON MA I THANK YOU FOR THIS """" TOOL """"  TO LIVE AND BE ME to my mother THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME EVEN THO YOUR IN HEAVEN NOW I FEEL YOU, TO all my FRIENDS ON OBESITY HELP THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU LOVE AND SUPPORT AND GUIDENCE (spelled wrong sorry lol) I HAVE GAINED A FAMILY HERE AND VALUE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU.
love your self before you can truley love your self ~~~

happy birthday to me lets see what the next 6 months bring.


ABOVE PHOTO WAS A WEEK BEFORE SURGARY

ABOVE PIC WAS TWO MONTHS AGO
 THREE DAYS AGO
 11/16/09 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME....

THANK YOU FOR STOPPN BY
LOVE CATHERINE
AKA
ALWAYS BIG MAMMA

on november 18, 2009 i  will be 6 months and i can hardly believe it..

My newest pic i absolutely love it and wanted to share.

well i went to my first obesity help convention and i must say i had a blast and met alot of fabolus people... and interestign people (lisa shhhh lol). i also did the fashion show wich i am proud of my self also.. had a blast cant wait till the next one.. and had great company.. (lisa lol)

well im sitting here at work (waiting for my click to arrive) and i am thinking that wow its been 5 months since my surgary and even tho im not down as much weight as i wanted to i am very proud of my self. I am siked about going to the convention and thst i actually stuck with something and turned it into a part of my life.. For that i am blessed and grateful. I am also blessed and grateful for the people i ahve met and are going to meet. new friends and memories. im finally at a point in my life where i can honestly say im proud of my self and for me to say that with loosing my mom and everythign ive been thru... im proud.

WELL I DID IT TODAY IS 5 MONTHS OF MY NEW LIFE AND IM DOWN 67 POUNDS SINCE DAY OF SURG . I THASNK MY SURGEON DR NICOLE PECQUEX, MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS MY MOM RIP WITH UT HER STRENGTH THIS WOULDNT BE POSSIBLE AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST GOD EVERY DAY I HAVE HIM ON MY SIDE AND THAT I AM THANKFUL