CATHERINE81

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as i look thru all my pics i can honestly see he difference now

hey everyone i am truley blessed at this new chance of life and new awareness about my health and for the first time in my life i am actually doing for me and that i am truley blessed and proud of just thougt id share

Well lets see. i would be taking 4 insulan needles a day and 2 bayetta shots a day, 4 metformins a day,1 lipitor a day,1 simvestatin a day and testing 3 times a day. I proberly would be loking ar a insulan pump,kidney failure possible heart attack.

So let me see it is safe to say that i'd be screwed!!!! you know i never really thought that i would feel better or have a broghtened day after my first month honestly i was in the dumps and feeling crappy. I am proud of myself that i am being efficiennt in getting my vitamins and water in. Protene like all of you know has been tough but im working one it and exercise im working on it. However overall i thinki am doing good for the most part.  Pat on the back for me and f** anyone else that hates on my blessings or judges my strengths.

If my mother taught me anything she taught me to depend on no one but yourself and god and trust your heart and instincts and it will turn out good. I never quiet understood what she really meant however i do now. When we loose someone so close its tears our heart apart. There isnt a day that i dont staop and think about my mother she was/is my heart/everything and best friend. She was with me on that operating table and i know shes always with me.

So thank you my RNY for giving me a second chance at life, And god i kow i havent been the best klately but thank you for giving me the time i had with my mother and now your blessed to have her with you. Please take care of her just as i would.

xoxo

i love the new me

Well i was going thru posts this morning and i came across melting mamma post about (( get off your ass and walk)) as as bluntly put shes right so i am registering right now now ive never done a walk before but im gonna try my hardest and you know what i did this surgery i went through it and i know that as long as i believe in my self i can do it. wish me luck

well another 14.5 pounds gone... as i got weighed yesterday and looked at the scale that read 239.1 i was like "wow" i am 44.1 pounds away from my goal... i was talking to my doctor and just explaining how i am feeling and whats going on my mind and honestly in the begining of this right after surgery i was like i am gonna drop 100 but thats not realistic ive lost almost 50 pounds and im content with that and i am very proud of my self,

OK HELLO EVERYONE I WENT TO WATER COUNTRY YESTERDAY AND HAD A BLAST. I WORK A SIZE 16 BATHING SUIT DAMMI  WAS HOT AND SEXY .... AND FELT LIKE A KID ON THE SLIDES LOL

You know i love this site i check it at least 10 times a day. I can honestly say that i have no regrets at alla bout my surgery. For the first time in my life iam wearing clothes that are not all black. I try to exlplain to my best friend (whose tiny but i luv her) that i have always been comfortable with black and brown. Look at my aviator imsomerough in colors and that is not like me at all. my point is im starting my new life and coming out of my shelland even thought i have moments im blessed and love my rny and have no regrets. 

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Ok well i say nutritionist last night and i am only eating 2 times a day and deff not getting enought protene or water in so im concerned about that. then i went to see dr Pecquix, wbut my left ankle has been swollen and she thought it was a blood clot... i was scared... i went to get a ultra sound and let me just say that the dr.. ( i forgot his name ) but he made me feel at ease he evan let me hear the sounds of you blood and vessels (lol i liked it i should of asked him to record it) and i am ok no clots.. I almost had a hesrt attack i was very scared, at the same time it just shows me more how much my dr. cares about me its like she dropped what she was doing and jumped to make that phone call and i already knew shes the best but that just made me feel like MY DOC TAKES NOTHING JOKINGLY lol. I am blessed that im ok...

Now my wow moment and i may be wrong for feeling this way but for the forst time i actaully weigh less than one of my friend..... i am 57 pounds from my goal and you know what i am taking my sweet time gettn there,,,,