RNY nutrition log # 1

Jan 29, 2011

 

 Basically  NOTHING. A few sips of protein shake and * breaking news* 5 cups of water.

O wait...  more breaking news~ I just had some of a laughing cow light baby bell sliced up and two teeny whole grain melba toast round chewed to cud. I am full
 What the hell is wrong here? I guess it's a question I must answer myself.  Taking vitamins.

 4 weeks out on Monday.

 At first I was really happy, but as time goes on in this 12 week period that's supposed to be the most difficult ,my mood is getting worse. I do understand it may be the toxins and hormones stored in my fat being released, as well as coming to terms with the permanent change I  had done to my self becoming a day to day reality... the limitations and food issues, basically nothing agrees with me, and I can't IV protein shakes.

I am really disliking any protein shake. I tried pureed fillet of sole with pureed broccoli the other day. The sole did not sit nicely in my stomach... and kept me from eating the next day. I have not dumped or thrown up....... Just nausea from most animal/fish/ egg items. I am not hungry at all in the morning. I'm more hungry late afternoon evening.

I'm just trying to take it easy and relax, the deed has been done.... I need to find my own new way. But I tell ya I don't care how thin I get.... if I have to exist on a diet of protein shakes and yogurt the rest of my life.... my thought atm is that's gonna be a real drag. 

Really, honestly all I want to do right now is stay in bed and hide.
 on the up side my main incision should be healed by Monday, my Doc appt, or pretty close to it.

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