A sense of unreality...

Feb 24, 2010

I'm sitting here, wearing a pair of size 6 jeans as if it's nothing at all important or different. This same time last year, I weighed 248 pounds (and creeping upwards). Yesterday, I weighed 170. This is so unreal! I imagine it will be for some time to come. I wonder what size I'm going to wind up with, once I'm done?

Sometimes, I have this crazy notion that the woman whose body I have commandeered/hijacked/absconded with will come looking for it and want it back.  I am discovering these crazy things my body seems to have:  ribs, hips, pelvic bones, collarbones and other, mysterious subcutaneous structures.  Amazing!

Still, I'm on the program and continuing to go for my goal which is 140-145 or whatever my body seems to "like" best.  We'll see, won't we?

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