2 weeks pre-op

Oct 25, 2009

Okay so I've done my homework and my shopping - I have gas x, immodium, tums, chewable vitamins, calcium.  I've had my bag packed since peanutfreemom's  info session, I've stocked my cupboards with ensure, protein powder and marked out the 2 oz marks in all of my favourite cups (sip sip sip right?!) and now I'm honestly just counting down the days...nevermind that it's halloween this weekend and I'm having a big party at my place....nor that our new puppy (and my inlaws) are coming to visit us from 2 provinces away in 11 days and we have to have the house ready and decorated for the early christmas that we have planned.  Forget all of that - my life changes in 15 days and I can't wait!!!!

I'm looking over the diet for the next few weeks, just trying to get my head wrapped around all of the changes that I'm going to be making and I'm so excited! I have been trapped in this body for too long - pushing myself at gyms, starving and then binging, avoiding going out because nothing I own fits properly anymore - no more...okay well that last one might happen but only because my clothes will be TOO BIG! I can't wait for that day...I will do anything for that day!

We have a family trip planned for January to the Dominican and I'm hoping to never see my size 16 bathingsuit again - especially not for that trip:  I'm hoping that in the three months before the trip, I can get myself into a 9 or even (sigh) a 7!!!!

So here I am - ready as ever.  No nerves, no stress, just chomping at the bit to get going.  If there's anyone out there who is considering this surgery and is stressing or worrying about it, feel free to drop me a line or at the very least remember:  All the skinny chicks in the world can rag on you about your food choices, about your lack of exercise or dedication - you could be trying like there's no tomorrow but your hunger defeats you everytime...wouldn't it be so easy to eat properly if you could just kill the hunger? I don't know how YOU might choose to kill that hunger, but I know how I will.  I'm excited for my sleeve surgery and for my new start.  It's your body, it's your choice; nothing changes if nothing changes....so make a change today!

Lighter dayz :)
E

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