free4ever
I have found One-der-land!!
Oct 27, 2009
Been a while since I have updated my post, sorry. Been crazy busy around here and not sure when it will slow down!!! My mom has hospital and not doing well with a host of issues, my father-in-law has been going through chemo treatments and I am trying to heal from my fractured hip still. Have been dropped with my health insurance and my job and I am going through workers comp/a lawyer and unemployment... need I say any more!!?? I have been starting to creep into the YMCA pool for some self directed physical therapy and I love it. It feels so good to get into water and actually move a bit. My weight loss is at about 112 lbs now and I'm in month 8. Not bad but I wish for more, you all know how that goes, it just never seems good enough to me. I am having a horrible time getting pictures taken of me still, I just can't see anything but a fat chick in the mirror and I wanna throw up when I do see a picture of me. Wow, a brain transplant would be nice right now...Good things have happened though, I am completely off my blood pressure pills and I'm comfortably in a size16 regular, not bad... I am actually looking forward to the new clothes, if I could afford them that is..;-) I am in cute underwear and normal size bra shopping for me!! I can cross my legs and sit comfortably in movie theater seats with room to spare. I have alot more flexibility but my sex drive is low, I think I'm just having trouble with the man in my life. He is jealous, very jealous, but get this, not of my weight loss but all the attention I'm getting and he isn't!! lol ok, how wack is that?? He started out losing weight with me now the last couple months he hasn't bothered, just got lazy and gave up. I think he has gained weight and he is eating everything in the house, including my special stuff and everything else.. kinda makes me mad.. I guess just alot going on and I don't feel very supported by him, feel more like an attention competition and I hate it. I don't like alot of attention anyhow. Well, I'm still struggling through my school and my 2nd daughter is graduating high school this year. Crazy busy and trying to find the means to get it all done and paid for..
Well, enough of my story, thanks to everyone for your support and posts, they are inspiring me to keep it going. Love everyone and please keep in touch, it means alot to have friends through tough times..
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About Me
Elizabeth City, NC
Location
24.3
BMI
Surgery
02/02/2009
Surgery Date
Aug 07, 2008
Member Since
