So many issues...

Dec 12, 2009

I can't believe how hard it has been to get my insurance to pay for everything. All the documentation is crazy. When I had the band surgery it took 30 days from my first meeting until I had surgery. Ofcourse that was 6 years ago. I guess things have changed.

I finally got finished with everything that is needed for surgery and now I'm waiting for a date. We had a date set for Dec. 15 but my insurance wanted something else so we had to put the surgery off. The longer it goes the more scared I become. The last time it was only me. Now have a 17 mo old son and I keep worrying about if something happens to me during surgery what will he do with no mommy? On the flip side if I keep going at this rate I'm gonna die of something else. Sometimes I feel as if I'm drowning in "what if" and the never ending list of stuff from work and life. I think I need a vacation :-)

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