Before and After Pictures

Mar 10, 2008

I have contacted the photo people here at OH about submitting my B & A pics for the photo gallery. I know I'm not done losing weight, and in 6 months time I'll probably want to submit another set of B & A's but I'm so happy with the size I am right now that I want to share my progress already! I think a part of me just wants to show others that come here seeking support and don't know it this whole thing works or not, that it does work and it can be such a wonderful tool for creating a new life for yourself.

I've changed my workout video from the Walk-Away-The-Pounds 2 mile abdominal workout, to the WATP Walk and Kick workout that incorporates kickboxing. I am really enjoying the change in workout as well as the challenge that the new moves bring to my workout. I have to use more concentration because 1. I'm not used to the new moves just yet and can't do them on automatic pilot like the other videos, and 2. the moves are more intense and difficult to do. I find myself getting lost in the workout and tuning out the rest of the world, which is very nice because not only do I feel rejuvenated physically, I feel like I've cleared my head as well by pushing out life's problems to focus on just Me. :)

I've yet again found some muscles that I didn't know I  had in my back. The punches that I do in my new workout almost all involve rotating of the torso to land the punches correctly and the intense arm movements really invovle the back muscles. I'm really excited about this actually because it's hard to work the back muscles without going to the gym and using the specialized machines. I don't know about the rest of you, but I HATE seeing my back-fat when I wear a shirt that actually fits me! I hope that if nothing else this workout will help tone up those back muscles and reduce my back-fat. You all know what I'm talkin bout!

I haven't posted my stats in a while, so let me take this moment to do so now:

Highest Weight: 306

Surgery Weight: 284

Current Weight: 187

Goal Weight: 155

32 lbs to go!! YeeeHawwww!! LOL

Well we will probably hit 70 degrees today. I think I'm going to put on my capris and show off my tattoo on my leg. I want to soak up some spring like warmth today, so I hope the wind isn't blowing too much!

Happy Tuesday everyone!! Eat Healthily and keep up the good work!

{{Hugs}}

Holley


Back to Losing the Pounds

Mar 09, 2008

Thank goodness this is my last night of work this week. I'll be glad to be off so my body will get back into it's weight loss routine. I even bumped up things a bit this past week while I was working with exercise and food intake, and still not even one pound lost on my week to work. That is so frustrating!! I guess my body is just shutting down when I flip my schedule around for my work week. It obviously does not like sleeping during the day and being up all night long. *sigh*

Well, it's not all bad because on my last week off I lost 4 lbs total before going back to work. So if I keep doing that on my week off, that averages out to be 2 lbs a week still. Nothing to complain about for sure. I'm just hooked on seeing the numbers fall on the scale!! LOL

Not much to tell here today so I'll keep this short. I hope everyone has kept warm and had a good weekend. I'm looking forward to my time off this week for sure.

{{{Hugs}}}

Holley

 


3 more pounds this week

Mar 01, 2008

When this week started I was still at 191, today I am at 188. That's 3 pounds this week and I am very happy with that.

I went out to hear a really good local celeberty band play Friday night and had a blast. It was me and another 'older chick' in a room full of college kids, but we still had a great time. The only down fall of the evening was the smoke in the club. It was pretty thick all night and we smelled so badly when we left there. Blegh! I'm so glad I don't smoke anymore!! I can't believe how bad I used to stink!

At any rate, it's Sunday and my last day before heading back to work tomorrow night. I can never count Mondays as 'off' days because they are spent either preparing for work or recovering from work. So today is the last day I feel like I'm off. This afternoon we're going to go see my cousin and his new baby. I can't wait to hold her and take lots of pictures! They are so awful about sending out pictures to the family!! LOL

I hope everyone is doing well and having a good weekend. Wouldn't you know that it's supposed to get warm this week?!?! Right in time for me to go back to work and sleep through all the 70 degree days! *pout* Come on Spring!!

{{Hugs}}

Holley             


Gasping For Breath Here...

Feb 25, 2008

Last week started out bad for my normal exercising routines. The weekend was so pumped with excitment and exhausting late lights, that I was worn out come Monday morning. Then I developed a sinus cold and nasty sore throat that left me wiped OUT.

My normal day on my work week is to ge up between 4:30 and 5:00 pm, take vitamins, drink caffiene, exercise, cool off, shower, cook/eat, then head out to work. Oh yeah, I usually get some computer time in there as well. If I'm up by 4:30 I have about 3 hours before I leave for work.

Last week did not go normally at all. First off, while I was out of town I didn't do any structured exercise but we were on the go quite a bit and I danced half the night on Saturday night. The plan was to come home Monday and get back into my normal routine... that didn't happen. I began to feel sickly and wiped out. Monday began a week of doing nothing more than sleeping and working. No exercise for over a week. Wow! I haven't done that since before surgery!

What I have discovered today is that after that week of no exercise I have lost some strength and stamina. I just did my normal workout video and didn't think I was going to make it til the end! I can't believe I lost that much in just a week. Wow my body is weird!!

At any rate, I don't know if that's normal or not, but I do know that my body has become less limber over the last week and I'm not able to move as freely because of stiffness. I'll be glad to feel those well lubed joints flowing more freely come the end of this week.

I know tomorrow will be better with the exercising, this just really helps reaffirm the need for consistant exercise and the health of our bodies in general. Not just post GBS! For every body, every where.

{{{Hugs}}}

Holley


BMI in the 20's

Feb 21, 2008

Well, now... my goal BMI is 24, and I've just hit 29.... THAT feels exciting to say the least!! **Grinz** I'm in my goal 10's bracket! TaaDahh!! LOL

The weight loss is creeping along. I'm at 115 lbs gone now and loving every minute. I'm in the process of updating a couple of new pictures. I think I'm going to have to combine my albums and have one album that has at least one picture from every set of pictures so it's easier to see the progression of my weight loss in pictures. I've been meaning to do something like this anyway, so as soon as I get a chance, that's exactly what I'm going to do.

It's a work week again so I know I wont be losing any weight this week. AND I just realized that I never did my measurments last month. I need to get those taken ASAP so I can see how many inches have left me since December.

As per my last post, this past weekend was an eventful one. I got all dressed up for a banquet as well as got Inked with my best friend. I'll post a picture of my tattoo as well with my weight loss pictures this time around. I love my tattoo and I had a blast this weekend. It's been a while since April and I were able to spend a lot of time together so we whooped it up good.

I'll end with my current stats today, I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend and keeps warm!

Highest Weight: 306 lbs

Surgery Weight: 284 lbs

Current Weight: 191 lbs

Goal Weight: 155 lbs

{{{Hugs}}}

Holley


Happy Valentines Day!!

Feb 12, 2008

Well, V-Day is nearly here. If you celebrate this non-holiday for the sake of telling someone you love them, I hope you have something special planned. While I don't really celebrate the day, I do enjoy hearing about the love stories that sometimes come from these days. Like when someone proposes, or tells their mate they love them for the first time. If it takes a Pink and Red holiday to help get the romance flowing, by all means, let's party!

I have enjoyed having my V-Day decorations up here, but I'm also looking forward to St. Patrick's Day colors now! :) Wonder if i can find a glittering/blinking/flashing shamrock to add to my background? That would be coolies! I'll start shopping around for something toinght so I can have it ready to post up come Thursday night after the hooplah of V-Day has passed.

Speaking of celebrating, I am celebrating my off week now. I've really come to dislike my workweek for other reasons than having to go to work since my surgery. Now my water-retaining on my work week is even more irritating because I don't lose weight at all on my week to work. I stay swollen most of the week.

While it's not nearly as bad as it was when I was 100 lbs heavier, I think I notice it more because it really effects my energy levels as well. The water retention effects the way I feel a lot, especially as the week goes on and I seem to retain even more fluid. I also notice that my left leg is consitantly swollen more than the right leg. My large vericose veins are worse in my left leg so I'm think there is more of a circulation problem there. I've already decided that it's time to get set up with a good general practioner. I've always used my GYN for everything, even my insurance stuff prior to surgery, so it's time I was followed by someone who will cover more than just my female parts and my weight.

I have lost 2 more lbs since my last post and I expect to lose a few more before I head back to work next monday. I guess as long as the weight is steadily coming off on my weeks off I'll be ok. I seem to lose 4 - 5 lbs on my week off, so I'm sure I'm making up for my week to work by losing a lot of fluid weight as well. Last night was my first night sleeping at night and up today, and I peed all day long releasing fluid. I'll be interested to see what the scales say tomorrow!

My current stats:

Highest Weight: 306 lbs  

Surgery Weight: 284 lbs

Current Weight: 194 lbs

Goal Weight: 155 lbs

39 lbs to go!! WoooooHooooo!!

Even with the frustration of the work week fluid retention, I am still very pleased with my weight loss. Who could complain with 112 lb loss in just over 6 months? Ha! Not me!! I'm just as pleased as punch!

I"m looking forward to the weekend. I'm heading up to my best friend April's house for the weekend. We've got lots of plans. We're going out Friday night just to hang out, then Saturday we're going to get Tattoos!! I'm very excited about that! Then, Saturday night we're going to a banquet for some of her friends. She said she wouldn't go since I was going to be there and she didn't want to leave me home. I knew how much she had been looking forward to this thing so I told her I'd go as someone's date so that she could go. So, I'm going to a banquet with a man I've never met, to eat and socialize with people I don't know, but I'm strangly excited. Why? you may ask... because I get to go shopping for a dress that's suitable for this thing. A little more dressy than Church, but not formal wear. I'm planning to look incredibly sexy!! HAHAHA! Watch out blind date!!

Wish me luck this weekend. I hope my tattoo comes out as pretty as I am imagining it. I'm getting 3 holly leaves that come together at their ends with red berries in the center. The picture I have doesn't do justice to what the artist can do, so I hope he'll be able to see my 'vision' the same way I do.

Happy Valentines Day everyone! Be safe and eat healthily!

{{{hugs}}}

Holley

 


OneDerland is WonDerful!

Jan 30, 2008

I'm still finding it hard to believe that I've made it below 200 lbs. Sometimes I think I will wake up and it will have all been a dream.  Well, it's not. I have the bruises from pinching myself! LOL J/k of course!

My stats today are:

Beginning Weight: 306 lbs
At Surgery Weight: 284 lbs
Current Weight: 196 lbs
Goal Weight: 155 lbs

I have not taken my measurements yet this month, I'm going to try to remember to do that tonight though. I need my Mom to help me with that and I keep forgetting about it when we're both in the house at the same time! If I can get it together, I'll post my measurements tomorrow. 

Something I've noticed... Every few weeks or so, I try and take a little road trip to visit a friend of mine (male friend). I really enjoy the 'Me' time as well as his company. I've noticed that anytime I'm away from home and on the go more, I lose more. I don't necessarily eat less, but apparently the constant on the go movement and not getting any sofa/recliner/computer time really helps to keep my metabolism up and I burn more calories and lose more weight. Since surgery, every time I spend a whole day out shopping, or I'm away for a couple of days visiting a friend, I always come back having lost more than I normally would have. It sure makes me smile a lot more to come home and see that the scales have moved a little extra. 

I mention this sort of experience because I just returned home early yesterday morning from a road trip to visit my friend Keith. We had a great visit and stayed active the entire time I was there. I come home to having lost 2 more pounds. That is such an "Icing on top of the cake" moment! Can a girl get any happier? Great fun with a great guy AND losing 2 lbs? LOL I think more road trips are a MUST!

Well it's Thursday and my week off, so that means it's PayDay!! WoooHoooo! Since my surgery, I've been pampering myself by having my nails done on a regular basis. I started back in October and I've been keeping them up every 2 weeks. Well, 2 weeks ago was my normal time to have them done, and I simply did not have the extra money. So... I'm hoping I can get them done this afternoon for sure. They are looking a little rough and I'm looking forward to that little bit of personal pampering.  If not today then I'll just wait for my normal appointment time tomorrow, but I'd really like to go ahead and get them done today. 

Something else I'm looking forward to doing today is buying a heated mattress pad. I have been so perpetually cold since my surgery. The only time I'm not cold is when it's either 80 degrees in the house or I'm working out. I get in the shower and turn the watter on as hot as I can stand it because it warms me to the bone. When I go to bed, I take one of those microwavable neckwraps all heated up to bed with me so I wont lay there and shiver for 30 minutes before I can relax and go to sleep. I've even resorted to wearing heavy clothes to bed, which is something I've never done. I'm a naked sleeper because I have always felt like I got tangled up in clothes and sheets when I wear PJ's or a nightgown to bed.  It's almost a 'fear' to me because I felt trapped onetime when I was a kid from being tangled up in the sheets and my night gown was twisted around my legs binding me. I think I paniced back then and ever since, I'm a naked sleeper. So for me to put on a sweatshirt and yoga pants for bed is a BIG deal to say the least. 

We're having some weird winter weather... and by weird I mean it's 65 degrees in January here! I really dislike this about the area I have lived in all my life. I would much rather it be consitantly cold in the winter time than to have these ups and downs to contend with. It can really mess up your sinus and allergy problems as well as lower your resistance to all the germs and bugs out there. People get so sick when dealing with the ups and downs we have here in the mid-east  coast of the good ole USofA. 

I hope everyone is getting geared up for a fun filled weekend. Courtney and I are trying to figure out what we're going to do, I think we may definitely take in a movie of some sort, but we are undecided just yet. 

You guys work hard and eat healthily!

{{hugs}}

Holley

107 lbs Makes it Official

Jan 18, 2008

I hit OneDerland this morning when I weighed in at 199 lbs!!! WooooHoooooo! I walked around with a grin on my face that became painful after, oh the first 2 hours or so, this morning. LOL 

I FEEL INCREDIBLE!!

That sums it up pretty much.  Now to keep the momentum going and get me a few more pounds away from that 200 mark before my body decides to shut down the fat loss for a couple of weeks. It has seemed like with each big mile stone, my weight stands still forEVER before the next pound drops. Of course I'm exagerating a tiny little bit, but it sure does feel like forever when you're waiting for the scales to drop. 

At any rate, that's 2 blogs in one week, I'm doing OK!

My 11 y/o daughter, Courtney, woke up at 2 am this morning throwing up. Of course when she was done, she felt fine and was able to go back to sleep. I on the other hand was not so fortunant. I layed awake for an hour, then I read for a couple of hours, then I dosed for a couple of hours, then I just gave up. It was shortly there after that I weighed and all fatigue was gone! Amazing how that happens isn't it?

I'm sure I'll be feeling the lack of sleep later tonight when I'm trying to stay awake long enough to watch a TV show, but for now I'm wide open! 

I hope every one has a wonderful weekend! It looks like we're going to have some more cold and raining weather tomorrow. Sounds like a good day to go shopping! 

{{{Hugs}}}

Holley


Getting Close to OneDerland

Jan 16, 2008

Well, I'm getting bad about posting updates as often, but I think it's more because my weightloss has slowed up enough that I don't feel like I have much to report. I need to get in the habbit of posting about more than just my numbers though! 

I weighed in at 201 this morning. 2 more pounds and I'm in OneDerland! I can't believe it's this close actually. I remember trying to imagine what it would feel like to weigh less than 200 lbs as I was preparing for my surgery, and I couldn't even do it. I couldn't imagine it at all. I haven't weighed less than 200 since I was a kid and I'm damn near tears just thinking about this huge milestone on my horizon. 

I'd love to see 199 before I go back to work next Monday, but it's so hard to predict what my body will do these days, I'm scared to set that goal for fear of being disappointed. So rather than saying, I'll be below 200 by the end of this week, I'll just say I'm going to work hard this week to get below 200, and if I don't that's ok, because I know it's coming sooner or later. 

A WOW moment I just had updating my weight-loss tracker was the fact that I only have 46 lbs to lose to meet my goal. That blows me away. I'm not even 6 months out yet, how can this be possible?! I'm certainly not complaining and I know these last 46 lbs are going to take a lot longer than the first 100, but I'm still finding it hard to believe how far I've come thus far. 

I have never been this happy about myself in all of my adult life. You know, since worry and repsonsibility became your best friends? Don't worry though, they're still my best friends, I'm just happier about them! LOL

Something else I've noticed, the happier I am about Me, the nicer I am to others. I don't think I've lost my temper and blown up at someone in quite a while. I really like that about the new me. I'm sure we all have things that we've inherited from our parents that we'd rather uninherit... well, my short fuse and lack of patience is one of those items. Sometimes I hear my Dad's voice come out of my mouth and I cringe. Not that he's a bad person or a bad father, he's not, he's just got that short fuse and sometimes closed-minded approach to things. I hope that I continue to see those possitive changes in myself as I adjust to this new me. 

Here are my current stats:

Highest Weight: 306
Goal Weight: 155
Current Weight: 201

I'm on my way baby, look out cause here I come!

{{{Hugs}}}

Holley

After the Holidays

Jan 06, 2008

Well, the holidays are done, and I actually have a day at home where I'm able to catch up on all of my online friends and even update on myself. 

Once I got down to the 102 lb mark, I stalled. Of course the holidays were here, I was snacking more and eating more period. I gained and lost the same pound forever it seemed. I am glad I was able to maintain at least during this period. 

Now, things are getting back on track. I've finally dropped another pound and am down 103 pounds now. WoooHoooo! That pound was a sweet reward on the scales this morning!

Here are my current stats:

Highest Weight: 306
Surgery: 284
Current: 203
Goal: 155

Like many of you  here, I feel like I'm getting back on track after the holidays. It feels good. I'm proud of myself for maintaining, now I'm happy to be heading down again. 

On to other things! 

I had to work on Christmas this year. Of course it's always better when your off for the holiday, but if you have to work, working at night like I do is always easier. At least I didn't miss the big stuff, ya know?

On the flip side, working on Christmas this year meant that I was off for New Years. This was the first New Year's Eve I've been off work in 10 years! You better believe I made some plans for myself. My best friend since the 8th grade was going to be closer to me and up in Norfolk, VA for NYE so I planned to go up there so that she and I along with  her hubby could go out on the town. 

We ended up going to a bar/grill called Hell's Kitchen. The crowd was young and the music was high energy. It was a fun night indeed. I called ahead to get permission from the bar manager to bring in my  own mixer so that I could indulge in mixed drinks that night. I brought myself a jug of orange crystal lite and had them mix it with their house vodka. I had 4 drinks over a 4 hour period. I felt good all night and had no ill effects from the alcohol. It was great to have an 'adult' night with adult beverages.

My daughter, Courtney, is very much into anything to do with the High School Musical movies. Her Christmas this year was mostly items related to HSM or HSM2. One of the items she received from Santa was a HSM2 karaoke CD. We've been hearing her sing those songs over and over again. There was a time when I really liked the HSM movies, but I think I'm getting burned out, quickly! LOL

Well that's all from me for now. I hope everyone is having a wonderful New Year thus far. I'm looking forward to all that 2008 has to offer us all. I think we'll all be rewarded in some way or another this year. 

 Happy New Year!!

About Me
Windsor, NC
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26.5
BMI
RNY
Surgery
07/26/2007
Surgery Date
Jul 19, 2007
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Sick and Loopy, and one more pound is Gone!
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