September 23

Sep 23, 2009

My daughters birthday today!  I am doing wonderful!  I am still loosing pounds not as many anymore but still loosing & loosing inches and tightening skin.  This has been the best journey of my life so far and I have learned a lot.  I can't complain about anything I am rarely sick but occasionally and more when I am in a hurry and I eat to fast.  Still that has probably only happened 3 or 4 times so I am grateful.  I am a size 10-12 now which WOW I would have never guessed I would ever be that size hard to believe for me cause I haven't worn that size since probably 6th or 7th grade.  WOW  I really don't remember.  I am fortunate not to have a lot of excess skin which I am thankful for.  I am still not sure I see it like others do when I look in the mirror I still see just me.  Lots of people say they wouldn't recognize me on the street...  I am like why I am still me...  Maybe it is harder for me since I see myself in the mirror everyday.  Who knows...  I don't focus on it either so maybe that is another reason. 

Lots ask if I would do it again.  ABSOLUTLY it saved my life!  It gave me hope for a future again and knowing it is without a doubt a way healthier one is very satisfying to me.  I can't say it is for everyone because it isn't...  You really have to be ready for it - mind, body & soul.  It is a commitment and if you're not ready to commit and make major changes in your life then I don't suggest it till you are ready for that - that is 90% of the success / failure rate in my mind.  I exercise regularly and changed my whole lifestyle - I was ready.  I get along better with people now maybe because I am not so down on myself for looking bad and letting myself get to the point of no return.  Litterally my doctor saved my life & gave me a chance to correct what went wrong so many years ago.  All I can say is Thank You!!!   He was the best...

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