Food, glorious food

Apr 05, 2009

I miss food. I know my mind is just trying to get me back to my old ways. Of course I'm not going to let that happen but I have to admit I'm really missing food.   This past Friday was probably the most difficult.  My mind kept saying "but it's Friday. Time for pizza. Time to go out to dinner.  Time to eat!"  My body can barely get in all it's supposed to in just one day and only eating 2oz meals.  Rationally I know I can't eat too much.  Emotionally I want a stuffed pizza from Uno's.

I've made my husband dinner a couple of time because I feel like I have to control my thoughts about food.  I still have to be around it. I still have to eat it. I still need to be able to cook.  It's tough.  It really is.  I was in the grocery store today and to be completely honest, it was hard.   I helped my husband pick out some foods for lunches and dinners and then I went about getting some yogurt for myself.

This food addiction sure is something.  I can control it. It will not control me......but I still can't wait until I can actually eat something other than a pudding like consistancy.

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