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Well apparently I do have a mild case of sleep apnea! I KNEW IT! I also have GERD and a high hernia! IT sucks! NO WONDER MY THROAT IS always on fire! Well I went to consultation today and it was really short! Judy...WHO IS GREAT came in and talked to me...then Dr. Tribble came in. HIs phone went off twice(duty  calls I guess) He said I was a great candidate for the surgery! They are submitting my insurance info today! YAY I'm so excited! It should only take a few days and then I get a surgery date! I AM SO SO SO EXCITED!  During the meeting I was kinda meloncholy(sp) I don't know its just kinda weird that I'm actually doing this> For the first time in my life I am trying to get me together and it feels so good. Also it's kinda weird! ..this is going to be a much needed change in my life! I can't wait!

This coming friday I meet with my surgeon. I have completed every pre-op requirement, and I only have to get the surgery next. I have to pay my next 250 to see him and I don't know how I'm going to do it! lol I need a miracle within the next couple of days! I am nervous, excited and questioning my decision. Some ppl are saying can't u do this by just exercising! NO i can't! Is this too drastic? What if something happens to me? What if I don't get to complete my senior year in college? So many questions but no answers! I just pray to GOD that I am making the right decision. I hope that this is good for me and will actually help me in the long run. I just want to get rid of all  of my health problems. I am tired of being sick and depressed. It seems like even my so called friends don't want to hang out with me anymore. I was so encouraged from the support group and maybe I need to go to another. I tend to overthink situations but this is one I may need to overthink cause this is going to affect me the rest of my life.I don't even have a surgery date and I am worrying like my surgery is 2morrow!lol

I have the helicobacter pylori (bacteria that causes ulcers)living in my body! IT sucks cause I have to take antibiotics...multiple antibiotics for 2 weeks! My sis is also in the hospital so things right now suck! I just wish it were all over. I took my sleep study and they said I didn't have sleep apnea..but I still wake up GASPING for air! What is that? IT sucks....well enough complaining gotta run up to the hospital in 100 degree weather! DUty calls! Goodbye!

Well today I took my nutrition and exercise final exam. It wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. The nutrition part turned out to be harder than the exercise for me! Well I LOST 7 lbs! I don't know how that happened! ONLY GOD KNows! Prolly because I've been so tired lately I'm not really eating! I just can't wait to see what's next!

Well I have these friends that are sup. to love me no matter what, but continously put me down. Either they ignore me and the surgery or just stop calling> I know this is my problem and they might not want to hear about it all the time, but it's apart of me now. ...this is what I have chosen to do. Is that being selfish or should I not expect them to care? I will be 21 in September and I am tired of being sickly. I had a small stroke in 12 grade(4 years ago) and I was the only one suffering...not any of my friends felt that feeling. I know this is for me and no one else. ON a lighter note...I am almost done with all my pre op stuff. I have some more blood work to get done and I'll be done! YAY! then the waiting on my insurance company begins. I also have to pass my gastric bypass test..did anyone else's doctor make them pass a test? I was just wondering!