lils12
I'm going crazy...
Jul 31, 2009
Ok, so now I'm beginning to have some anxiety about this surgery! My first thought is I really hope i can have this surgery. I know it will change my life and I will change! My second thought is how much risks will i have to endure for this process? will I die? or will i end up back in the hospital? i certaintly hope and pray that doesn't happen, I mean, I have so much faith in Jesus and I know that he will keep me safe but I'm nervous because I've never had surgery before, this will be my first time, nonetheless being admitted into a hospital! Also, it's not set in stone, but my surgery date is for September 14, 2009, and i will be missing school and i can't help but wonder for how long because I don't want to miss to much school. But at the same time, this is an opportunity of a life time and my only regret now is not doing this sooner! All of these thoughts are going on and on in my head and I can't stop thinking about what my life could be like after this surgery! I'm soo ready to lose this weight and finally start living my life. i'm young, Im only 22, but i want to find someone, fall in love and have a family. I can't do that being the way that i am. contrary to other fat people out there who has found love and gotten married, but we're all different, and i lack so much game in the "love" category. I just reallly want to have this surgery. I'm ready for a change and I'm ready for happiness!!!!
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About Me
Location
40.1
BMI
Surgery
09/14/2009
Surgery Date
Surgeon
Jul 29, 2009
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