MindyGirl

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Well it has been 15 days since my surgery.  I have been doing alright, I do have some problems with not feeling sick after I eat.  Since Aug. 11th I have lost 20 lbs.  So I am happy about that.  I feel like I am hungry but it is just my brain thinking I am, It makes me mad seeing other people eat.  I hope this is all normal and I hope I continue to do good:))

Tonight is the night before my surgery.  I have to be to the hospital at 10:15 and my surgery is at 12:45.  I am a little scared, but who wouldn't be I guess.  I just hope everything turns out good and nothing bad happens.  I am so hungry right now, I have not ate anything but jello and that nasty drink to clean my bowls and water is all.  I guess tomorrow i will not be thinking of food.  I was glad that my diet stuff went by fast.  I just hope recovery is good:)  talk to you all soon♥

 Today is a okay day.  I am feeling kinda grouchy and sad.  I am really having cravings I didn't think I would get right away:(  I wish I had more people that lived closer to me that I would have things to do.  I would love to go shopping with a friend and just keep myself busy.  Someday I will drive more again and it won't stop me:(  I am hoping I get more confident after my surgery to start feeling safer when I drive:)  My diet is going okay, I would rather be eating a fat ham and cheese sandwich with chips and a Pepsi:))  But I will settle for tuna and lettuce:))

I started my diet today, so far so good.  I have more energy than normal just cause I have no sugar in me.   It is 10:30 and by now I would have had a whole pop and starting another one.  Well that is the old me, today I am new:))

I have been doing surgery stuff since March of 2010.  It was going fast until Dr. Featherstone found a  stomach full of ulcers and put my surgery off for 6 weeks.  I went back to get my second endoscope and he found only one left so he said I can move on:)  So my surgery Date is Sept.8, 2010.  I am so glad that it is set now I can plan my life.   I am kinda getting nervous now, but I am sure that will fade in time...